i’m scared. i am facing changes in myself that may shift the course of my life–changes in work, changes in thought, changes in being. how i face them and what i do in response to them will be key. as always. maybe i’m scared to make the changes that i know i need to make. i need to change my career. i like where i live. i want to find a life partner. i want a life change. i need to continue to reach out to friends and would-be friends. i want to travel more.